Dear Mom, Love Logan

Dear Mom,  It’s been a year since I watched you and Dad get the news that I was in Heaven, that you wouldn’t be bringing me home. I watched you tell my big sister Makenzee and big brother Connor the same, trying to help them understand when you couldn’t quite believe or understand it yourself.  […]

How Quickly Things Change 

Little did I know one year ago today I’d hear those awful words that would completely turn my life upside-down​.  One year ago today, I woke up thinking it was going to be just another work day, nothing unusual. Pregnancy was going great, no complications. I’d been feeling some Braxton Hicks. It reminded me how […]

Just Ok? 

   Every so often I’ll get asked, “How are you?” My most common response is, “I’m fine” or “I’m ok.” And so many times the response back is “You’re just ok?”     It’s not that I’m so unhappy with my life that I can’t say I’m doing great, or awesome, or super. I really am […]

Winding Roads 

          So a few days ago I stumbled across a story shared by a Facebook friend. I can’t find the post now, but the story was posted by a mother-in-law about her daughter-in-law. The woman was asking for prayers for her DIL as she had a blood clot that traveled to […]

I’m OK and That’s OK 

    It’s been awhile since I’ve written. I’m not the best “blogger”, I base my posts off of inspiring triggers and they seem to be few and far between right now.     Right now, in this moment, I’m OK. I’m not great, I’m not terrible, I’m just OK. And I’m totally OK being […]

Thirty-Five

  Today marks 35 weeks that have passed since we lost Logan on Friday, May 13, 2016. What a coincidence that today is also Friday the 13th.    It’s hard to believe that Logan has been gone for as long as I was pregnant with him. Time sure has a funny way of flying by, […]

Not Holly or Jolly

   A year ago I was almost 16 weeks pregnant with Logan. Anxiously anticipating the first time I’d feel him kick. I was also anxiously awaiting our next ultrasound, hoping Logan would cooperate so we could find out that he was in fact a Logan.     A year ago, I never imagined I could be […]